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[Sunday
January 4th, 2009 at 1:02pm] |
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So its been how long since I wrote in here? Well.. I just need to get things out.
I feel like everything in the past is falling apart and its time to let it go no matter how hard it is. I feel like a part of me is gone and completely empty, but then I look forward and realize that maybe its for the best. I've changed alot of things in my life for the better and I now understand life alot more than I did back home in Jersey. Being out in LA alone is probably the biggest thing I could have done by myself, but it was the best learning experience for me.
I lost someone I depended on, clung to, relied on, cried to, and put my all into, and letting that go is the hardest thing I have ever done. But I know that time will heal that, I mean thats what everyone says... so now really taking those words and applying them to my life is what needs to be done. Getting help and being in a healthy relationship is what needs to be done and I know I did the right thing in doing so.
LA is definitely different than back home thats for sure. It really is night vs. day, but I truely love it out here. I've met amazing people that will be apart of my life forever and encountered so many great experiences/opportunities to further my career and what its only been about three months. So thats what I have to look at and understand I'm out here for that reason and just let things be...and not try for something that isn't meant to be.
So anyway, New Years was an amazing night from what I can remember ;) And going out for dinner Friday night with Brian was a really great night, so now I just have to let things take its course and try and move on. Clear my head. Get my stuff together and just move on. for real this time.
School starts this week. great. ha I got 3 A's + 2 B's hopefully that happens this quarter as well.
Happy New Year.
To the year of 2009.
Crazy.
xxo
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[Sunday
December 4th, 2005 at 12:56pm] |
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Wow. had a really good time at competition this past weekend. Friday sarah and kayla got high golds up in somerset at star systems. I wish I brought my solo, I easily could have gotten platinum.Mr J. even told me that I should compete in the title catorgory because... I definitly had a chance. So Saturday came around, I left really early to go to the mall with Jenn and Matt up by the medowlands. Omg, no heels ever again in a huge mall with hills! haha so then later on we went to Pizza hut and we were going to "have fun with that!" haha and then I went to The Ukranian Center for COmpetition. The little girls had there awards and won ALL high golds over all winner in there catorgory and 4th and 2nd place Out of their whole age divison! so Proud<3 considering there music skipped in one of their numbers. Ok so now its the seniors turn to compete. First number was tap, good. we got high gold and overall. Then was lyrical/modern. got high gold.Then was hiphop . WOW. our best number the most fun and we fucked it up. We aLL looked hott, and then we got to the middle of the song and guess waht happened, Our music skipped just like the lil girls music did. You know why, cause tiff doesnt put the cdsin cases. So wahtever, we got over the mess up and you couldnt really tell cause we all stayed together until veronica didnt watch one god damn thing. We were all together and I was in the center middle, so whatever I was doing everyone had to do. So the 4 of us were all together and we were off the music but we werent going to STAND THERE like veronica. So were all off.. then we get back on. So were doing good then here comes veronica off doing the wrong steps! I couldnt believe her! Morgan and shavonne said they saw me give her the evilist look, because I was like wtf are you doing! And I was just really pissed off but we had to get back. So towards the end we recovered but with a platinum dance we could have had we got a gold. We were screwed because of her. On wednesday we performed hiphop for zakk the loves of our life (our hiphop teacher) and we did it the best EVER. you know why, veronica wasnt there.
Anyway. So we did our opening number ( jazz large group ) and we were amazing. The song is our strongest suit, and it was the best we have ever done it. ALL our turns were on, our kicks our face expressions. I think we caught a bug or two in our mouth with our mouths open! haha<3 But yeah we got freakin platinum! it was our first platinum as a team, and it was that much better because it was all of us. The lil girls and the seniors. So awards came and we also got 4th studio overall. Considering we only brought 12 numbers or less and all the other studios brought 409823498 numbers we got one of the highest scores of the competition! And also, we got for strongest suit 3rd overall in the catorgory and we all went up(not me cause i left the stage to watch the videos, haha my stupid ass) but they went up and we said we love ms tiffany! it was cuute. But over all we came home with a bunch of huge ass trophees ALOT i mean at least like 15-20. WE killed it and Im really proud. AND the best part was, people knew our studio. there like oh your from tiffany dance academy! Aw it was a really good feeling, becuase its about time, ya no. We've worked our asses off for 4 years and now were finally getting recognized. This year is going to be amazing, I know it. Cant wait to do my solo and maybe run for title? hmm.. Im excited<3
xxo
ps.jenn and matt are amazing for coming<3love you both
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[Thursday
November 24th, 2005 at 7:13pm] |
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Hmm... its been awhile. Im actually going to try and keep this journal updated. So lets see.. Alot has been going on in my life. Dance- so much drama with that, what else. Ive been dancing alot, just got done working ALOT at great adventure dancing.. and yeah. So besides dance, I love my friends. This year has been amazing, Ive REmet alot of people. That meaning, Ive gotten to know my old friends so much better and I cant even begin to tell you how amazing they are. Val and I, I love it. We have become so close this year, and with sean. All 3 of us are really close and I cant go a day without either one of them. But anywho, School is school. Didnt try out for governors school, ugh i wish i did. one word, Nationals. But im so happy for Alyssa, she deserves it. So yeah... over the weekend I went to NYC. Saw the honorary title. Absolutly amazing. WOW. like the best show ive seen in awhile. his voice was amazing, and it was so small in there and cuute we were extremly close.oh i just love the city. Went on canal, of course. Bargained my way to some cuute hats and belts. Went back to Denis's apartment in battery park. reallly niice place. Hes going to hook me up with a place to live when i move to nyc soon. But yeah, that was a really good night. On the way home at 2 am singing Christmas songs, well kind of. I was passed out in the back while jenn driving at 2:30 am singing to keep herself up. She told me that she loved matt and I to much to fall asleep, thats the only reason for her to be driving. haha<3 I love her.
So yes, things with boys...hmm interseting. I seem to be upseting most. I dunno, Im a bitch. What can I say..im extremly picky but hey im allowed to be. well i think i can. So last night I went to see the starting line, panic at the disco,motion city soundtrack, boys night out and fallout boy. Hmm... lets see. that was fun? kind of. I dont really know why we went early, thats still a mystery to me. Stayed in the freezing cold with dave, val, cas, stina and about 70453485349 other people we knew. It was alright, we then went in, i pushed and kinda hit a few girls trying to get in front of me.haha. And then these kids who thnk they knew how to mosh jumping up and down beside me. Really cool let me tell you. There were all like 8 yr olds and 13 yr olds. I hate shows like that. But I was excited for starting line. Panic at the disco, pretty good. they were fun. Val was with dave and I and Im glad she was. We had a really good time, with my photography skills! haha<3 STarting line came on, and I was I dunno a lil disappointed. Ive seen them perform so much better before, but hey it was alright. Still had a good time. Then before fall out boy val and I went to get a drink, check out the fellas, and boyyy did we find one. OH! the one that she knew! ah amazing.haha he kept staring at her or us or someone.lol But anyway, they bought some merch, and I stripped in the bathroom. Went back in and jenn came. I met her outside, said my goodbyes to dave and the girls. Left during fallout boy, I dunno im not a huge fan. I just wanted to hear dance dance to be "punk rock" with val but eh i was cool. So Jenn and I met matt and brett in boys night out tour bus. It was pretty cool. Then being a dork that I am wanted to go see starting line, even though I didnt even like em all that much. Saw kenny for a bit as jenn and brett critized me saying I was a loser...that I already knew. haha. We talked about my show I want to put on for the school...should be a go! Hm we will see. SO yes things got a lil sour when I got home. Kind of told someone how I am feeling and things didnt go all to well. I dunno i guess Im a bad person? or just brutely honest? hmm whatever it may be things didnt go over to well. So now im here on thanksgiving, home with my mom. Jenns at matts and my dad is at my aunts. I dont even want to call them and wish them anything. Im glad I didnt go tonight, Im just doing what my dad did to me on christmas. Hm paybacks a bitch. Whatever.
So yeah I was thinking about how much I want a solo for dance. And how I looked on the site of my studio and how amazing I did at competitions. ALL platinums and high golds. 1st place in catorgory and 2nd place OVER ALL out of about 20 girls. Shit. i need to get back in the game, pronto. But yeah so im thinkin of me cheorgraphing something and see what tiff says about it. Who knows. So yeah that would have to be the wrap up of this past how ever long its been.
So things are going good,and I hope they get better.
happy thanksgiving everyone.
xxo<3
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July 25th, 2005 at 8:46am] |
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wow...havent updated in FOREVER on here! well lots of things went down since i last wrote, such as the BAHAMAS! omg the most amazing time of my life. haha it was paradise. WEnt to dance competition in VA beach, crazy times..and even more crazyy people. I got a high gold on my solo and we got 2408234 special awards. haha.. things are going good. Im just bored, and I hate my layout i dont know what nonsense is going on with it when my sister took over. haha but yeah thats about it. Im working in like 5 days so that should be fun..with rachel<3 Trying to meet some men, as veronica would say i should put my guard down. hah
and Last night, omg! the most amazing time of my life. It was shavonnes sweet 16. Everything was perfect, she looked amazing and I had a really amazing time. It was like a freakin wedding almost. it was nuts. But yeah... thats about it.
haha im a dork, what can i say?
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[Sunday
May 8th, 2005 at 8:16am] |
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Well recently things have been goin either really well or incredibly depressing. I dunno, I dont even know why I am writing in here...just to hear stupid comments from people. its not even worth it. Whatev. Schools almost over, thank god... then an amazing vaca to the bahamas<3 I really need it, to get away from family, dance, and school, etc. But yeah, the countdown is on til I dont step inside that damn school. But the recitals coming up and I really cant wait for that. I think thats the best part of the year, stepping foot on the stage and all my friends and family are there with no pressure.. no competition shit, just fun.
But yes, anyway... why must all this confusing shit happen to me. None of my friends, just me. Why must it be so confusing, so confusing that I just want to stay home all the time and sit around and think about it. I always seem to get caught up in the middle of everyones problems, and I always leave mine out til the very last thing. I think i have said this prior to this, that I need to approach my problems before everyone elses sooner or later or I will go insane. Litterally. But I just still dont understand why it takes so long for this to happen. I know Im not ugly(im not being cocky or whatev) I know that Im not stupid and I know Im not a bitch..(well sometimes but thats besides the fact) I dunno it just seems that everyone can be happy but somethings stopping me from being happy. And then on top of all this, my parents dont help. All they do is complain about money and how much of a burden I am on their life. If thats so true, then why the fuck do you always need to tell me? I know already... imprintng that on my mind, doenst do anything but hurt me even more. They just dont understand. And then today on mothers day Im supposed to be so sweet to my mom, for what? So she can complain that I dont appreciate her enough and hear more about it. I dont need this shit anymore. I really dont. I cant wait to move to cali. Maybe things over there would be alot better. I dont really care, I just need to get out of here.
But yes anyways... All this confusion with boys especially, I cant stand it anymore. Why cant it be easier, I have yet to find anyone that is compatable with me..and yes Im only 16, but I hate waiting. And when I find someone there from a different state and/or with someone else. I dunno, nj is really sucking right now.
Whatever... no one really cares, and I dont know why I just updated, it was kinda useless, cause now im going to get pathetic comments. bring em on.
xxo
-amanda-
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[Sunday
March 27th, 2005 at 9:52pm] |
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havent updated in god knows how long... just a quick runthrough of things
PAA show is in less than 2 weeks.
im not coming back to PAA next year
im going to fashion votech and boro <33
relationships going farely well... better than expected.
going on a secret diet
finding a job, and getting my permit asap
birthday is coming up,and I have no plans for it
jenns birthday is coming up and I have no money to get her anything
going to the bahammas in less than 2 months!
and i need to get away from everything now... I really wish this vaca would come sooner.
I need a job. I need money. I need a car.
thats about it. I wish things would look up better faster. Why do I have to wait so god damn long for things to happen.
xxo
bye <3
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[Sunday
January 9th, 2005 at 2:53pm] |
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Hm... The big performance is coming up this week at Ocean County College, and yet we still havent finished our dances. Hm..thats cool.
But recently I have felt so empty, and I know that its something that no one really cares about, but I have just felt so lonely for a few weeks now, and no one understands. And Im not trying to be all emo here or anything I just dont know where it has all been coming from. Hmm... it sucks, But I know I have my best friends around to keep me up, even though Im usually the one who keeps everyones spirit up.
But otherwise, Im looking for another job, I mean my boss is cool and all but im getting paid way to little for the crap we're put through. And she was like Im not hiring any new people just you guys cause you know your way around the store, while Brie and I are looking at each other thinking to ourselves, " We're leaving " ahah but I want to be a waitress... so we're looking around. But yeah thats all thats new. Trying to get my hair cut but everyone and their mother is getting their hair done so I'm trying to be different but its not working, especially when I need to put it up for dance. I just want to go back to school next week with a complete different haircut, new look and oddly enough a new piercing.haha... but I want to go back, not a new person, but I want a change. Im so sick of being the same old amanda. Im going to go look around for a cut, and I'll post it up on this site. And once that happens, things are going to be different. Hopefully.
I guess Im going through some faze.. now that Im reading this. I just want something exciting to happen to me besides something in dance or at home. I want a real thrill in life, I want someone to come along in my life and change it for awhile or maybe even forever. I dont know, now I guess Im just rambling.
But I hope things will happen.
Dont post if your going to say some nonsense to the fact that your going through the same thing, cause honestly I dont care heh. ;)
xxo
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December 30th, 2004 at 9:01am] |
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Quick entry.
1: went to New york city to see the trans siberian orchestra on monday
2: Slept at the hilton with my best friend shavonne
3: got invited to a party from some boys with banannas
4: Saw Chio ( broadyway dance center teacher )
5: Walked to McDonalds with Shavonne looking hot as can be in our new boots, by ourselves * probably the best part of the trip * lol
6: Saw the Rockettes for the first time ( Yes I was a virgin to seeing them)
7: Met a guy who looked like A.C Slater from Saved by the Bell
8: Conquered 3 taxi cabs by myself
9: Got my solo material on the streets.. Im thinkin 38th street
10: Got the train on time, met some people on the train and had an amazing night in new york.
Over all it was the best time Ive had in a long time. cant wait to move out there. Hopefully mysister and I are going tomorrow but i doubt it cause of the bus situation, there stopping all buses at 4pm. So I dont know and I want to see 42nd street but the tickets are about $115 a piece.. So it looks like I wont be seeing that, since its going off on Sunday! but i hope all is well, Getting my hair cut a lil today at Capri, a lil nervous cause there like students... but it should be fine, nothing drastic.Just some bangs and a few inches off... and I know jenn will hook me up with some color. Hope everyone is having a good vacation.
xxo
amanda
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[Wednesday
December 22nd, 2004 at 12:31pm] |
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Things are going nuts... wow, finally finished my research paper thanks to a few people, <33 Took off from dance last night, it was probably the best night in a long time, to just be home and not worrying about dance whatsoever. Um, Im in school right now, and Maria and I are just hanging out, dance is next. Mrs. Marte really thinks were going to be almost finished with this 'lure' dance. yeah... okay.
But another thing, I cant wait to come back to school. Not to get up, and do work, but just come back because I think I'm going to come back with a nice change. I'm definitly getting something done with my hair, and I want to get new clothes. I dont care how much I spend, I want 3-5 new pair of shoes, heels,jeans, belts.. all that stuff... I kinda want to get my ears pierced again, and I always wanted to get the monroe. But I dont know what I would do if I hated it.. so I dont know. But Im heading to the city to see the Trans Siberian Orchestra with shavonne <3 Rockettes with the madre and maybe kimmy <3, Mamma Mia with Jenn and Matt <3, and going to see Movin out once again with Dave <3 if that ever goes through. But this break should be fun hopefully, maybe get some rest...
But thats all for now, And I dont really care for this site. I really dont. But things are going good I think with the whole drama factor in this school, and If Im wrong then someone let me know. haha...
happy holidays <33
xxo
amanda
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[Sunday
December 12th, 2004 at 9:00pm] |
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I really hate little quiz things but I thought this one was okay. Hah, Im a loser what do you expect.
so yeah.. thats all. Got a new scanner so new pictures will be up and running soon. But things are going alot better and for the previous update I did the person is effin oblivous! its absolutely ridiculous. Have a good one <3
xxo
OHH! and by the way, I had a very nice conversation with my good friend last night. And how were going on our first date together to see Movin out during break, hes such a sweet kid but there was a time, and nothing happened and now i think it would be just flat out wierd. I think its past that part when I could see him as a boyfriend. Oh well sucks for him.
He can go pimp it somewhere else.
haha
goodnight <3
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December 10th, 2004 at 9:14pm] |
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You know who you are....
I just want you to know how I really feel and how I cant stand to even look at your face anymore. To you...
I have never felt so distant from a person in such a long time. Understanding things in their life is one thing, but when they put you in a predicament where you need to help and all they do is push you away time after time, what do you think is going to happen? Stick by your side when time after time you push me away and tell your closest friends that your okay. Do you understand that your not okay? Do you understand that each day you are loosing grip of each of our friendship? Do you understand that? I really hope you do, Because your loosing something amazing but your to thickheaded to understand that. You accepting other people into your life, I have no problem with that, but when you become friends who have a negative impact on your life the ones closest to you will worry and hope you make the right decisions. And as I see you walking down the halls with that look on your face it makes me just want to smack you, just so you can wake up for one second and realize what the hell you are doing to yourself. Do you understand that you are killing yourself, very slowly? And do you grasp the concept that you have so much talent, that you are wasteing away your time doing something so stupid to yourself. And I dont care if you let your new friends read this, they arent my worries. My worries include you, and you only. We used to have hour long conversations not to long ago and for you to forget that, It kills me. Your not only hurting yourself but your hurting the other 6 of us that care so deeply about you. And If you continue I would have to say goodbye soon. Because I cant be around someone who sees the world negative, a place that everyone hates you, where your always depressed, and where everyone is out to get you. I cant be around that, and for me to say that is killing me right now, and I bet you have no idea that I'm even talking about. And I bet that you think its uncurable. And I bet you think that your friends are role models because of how you perseve them. I bet that you do, and I bet that you will loose your real friends that were always there for you.
Do you recall all the times we talked about nothing, and we would laugh so hard on the phone, going to the pyshic to see what our future hold, and all the dumb moments we have had together. Do you realize that your new better friends killed me just because of one thing they said about me, and not because it wasnt true but just the fact that you couldnt stand up for me when all the times before I would take a bullet for you. I cant beleive you, I dont understand where you can come off the better person by being so plain out stupid. Just let me know how you feel about this, because you walking the halls acting as if things are cool between us your wrong. And you always will be wrong and I wont ever be able to see you as right again.
You really dissapoint me, and I really hope you dont get help. Ya no why, this is because a real friend would want you to get better and when I was behind you 110% you didnt think you needed help, but now that I cant even look in your eyes, I dont consider you a good friend. And hopefully this little post on my stupid livejournal gets through to you because me talking to you just doesnt sink into your brain. This is ridiculous, because I never kept anything from you, but I have so many more things to say to you to your face, you have no idea. And I dont care what happens between us because unlike you I'd rather have an honest relationship than hiding behind two people that you call your partners in crime. And if you read this and feel affended, I dont care. I gave up with you and for us to get through things ever again its going to take quite some time. Unlike you I have time for friends, but you excluding your closest friends you will see what your outcome is in life. Just wait, Wait until the day you look back and realize that we were enjoying our years at high school acting like complete idiots and you only caring about yourself and your stupid addiction or whatever you would call it, and not thinking about your true friends, just wait. Just wait... and you will see, you will see that we wont be there for you, and I dont even care. Thats fucked up and you know it. And I hope you read this, and show your friends, come to me saying were not friends, and I will just look into your eyes and walk away. I have no time for this nonsense anymore and for you to put my best friends down and make them feel like shit, including me you have another thing coming. This wont be over until you realize what your doing to yourself and your real friends. When you need me, dont call me. I wont be here for you, and how sad is this that Im writing this here. You will hear it straight from the "fat girls" mouth.I hope you know what your doing with yourself. You really need to get your priorites in order and when I get back on that list you come to me. But to end this entry, I just want to say bye. You let these things on yourself and if I make you feel guilty i dont care. Im so used to making you feel good about yourself I quit. I really think this friendship is over and I hope you realize what happened.
peace up
Atown _________
xxo
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December 9th, 2004 at 4:03pm] |
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Wow, Its been awhile.. Its been a few months, and getting back to this site I guess is alright. I guess the only reason to this update is to the ones at school. Now suddenly everyone has myspace, livejournal, and all that shit. I dont know. But yeah, things are going alright I suppose. School is school. Alot of drama as usual with family and friends. Jenn left me alone with my mother, wow I never realized how much I missed her after she left. Hopefully going up to her place soon with Matthew.
Going to see 42nd street, Rockettes, and Mama Mia pretty soon. Pretty broke as well.. and saving for a car. But yeah, anyway my boy, Nick and I...pshhh.. yeahh okay. Anyway I really dont know was else to write, except the fact that my school is really gay due to the fact of the girls there. They know who they are. Especially the ones who think people like them and they can't stand them in all actuallity. Good times at PAA.
So by the way, tomorrow is the day<33 No backing down this time... Yah, I'll keep telling myself that.
But yeah I will write much later. Not a big fan of this site as I say that one more time.
xxo
peace up
Atown down.
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[Friday
July 30th, 2004 at 9:41pm] |
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I really hate this site I dont even know what to write on here anymore.
Competition was awesome. Summers going pretty well... havent hung out with anyone I said I would. sorry.Things have been so stressful recently it sucks.
Got a haircut. I love it. This summer just seems to be getting better, and I still have over a month left. Ive been so busy I have no time for friends/guys. Im sorry for bailing out. But anyway I realized once again that I need to be less picky. I think its a sickness. hah
I'll be back in a few days/weeks.
ps. how awesome is the new jcpenny commercial?!
xox
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July 3rd, 2004 at 10:15pm] |
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It just baffles my mind when someone passes away.
Instantly.
One day your talking, the next there in the hospital and gone in a matter of minutes.Even though I had no blood relation just the fact that people come and go so quickly and I take it for granted. It sucks that it takes a life to figure out that you have to live to the fullest.
Life is crazy.
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June 16th, 2004 at 7:58pm] |
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havent written in awhile Well we had our recital for Tiffany's. in every dance I had a lil solo part and all the teachers came up to me and were so impressed on how much I have improved. After the long shows, meaning 2shows.. were the awards. Everyone was tellin me that i was going to win and they were right. I won a full scholarship award for next year. No tuition at all... a good $2,500! everyone was so excited and me being dumb I was bawling. I have no idea why... It felt like I won ms america. Got the crown, the plaque, the sash, the flowers and the trophee. It was probably the happiest 10 minutes of my life. After all the hugs and congrats Rachel and Marissa came up to me privetly telling me that I should start hittin up the city with them. They practically live up there and how they want me to come with them becuase they think I can make it, i dont know how but they want me to go for the experience. Them teling me this made me feel even better. I got there digits and we are going to go prolly at the end of July. I was so upset, my dad left. my best friend wasnt there. non of my family came besides my sister and mom. I love them so much. I hate everyone else. My own dad wont even buy me my tape of the award I won and I dont even care if Im being selfish, they are all assholes. How dare him bring his damn girlfriend instead of my grandmother that I invited. I just wish kim was home.
I miss her so much.. i need to vent.
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[Monday
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So, the show was good on thursday. Even though i got trampled on by the boxes and brusied up a little bit, it was all and all a good show. Came home exhausted, bawling as a matter of fact just b.c of everything.
Started work this weekend, i like it alot. Awesome people that work there, amazingly hot guys that come in and out of the place that i get to see every half hour and all i do is sit listen to music, and text message people. I mean how easy can it get.
No work today since its raining. Going to the mall.
Schools almost out.
Finals are coming.
Competition is coming.
Recital is coming.
relaxation.... not coming for awhile.
If the weather plans to be like it was all weekend, Hell i cant wait til summer.
Technically summer doesnt start til june 21st,but what the hell... its pretty much here. The bennies are down, annoying as ever and the weather is gorgeous, and the tanning begins. haha
but yeah that about it.
I really cant stand this site anymore.
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[Saturday
May 8th, 2004 at 6:02pm] |
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last night was cool had a mini reheasal, went to dance to teach after to gem costumes. There gorgeous now. Went to Applebees with Jenn and Nic, how could i turn that oppurtunity down. I missed that kid so much <33 so we went there, and as we were waiting , ha the funniest thing happened.
Adam Gold walked through the door. looked right at me, or in other words right through me. As he was walking back he smiled as if i was going to say hi first.
then he was seated a booth away and with at least 5 girls sitting with him. As I was trying to figure out who is girlfriend was Jenn suggested it was the one to the right. I couldnt really see her untili leaned into her and saw it was his mom!!! haha... So yeah it was this small chick that i could so take on. haha jk.
but yeah we were all laughing at them they all turned around and adam looked right at me. It was great. But as the night ended we walked out and i said "goodbye Adam"
But yeah it was great.
xo
ps.
I also got my hair cut by Jenn <33 its short with bangs.heh.
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[Saturday
April 24th, 2004 at 3:13pm] |
Well Had my birthday on monday (the 19th). It was gorgeous outside so my friends gave me a nice surprise at school and got home went swimming ( 1st of the year ) and hung out with them. Headed off to dance and then went out to eat later on that night. It was a good one.
Went to skate and surf. ugh, i hate these people who think there "punk rockers" Im thinking of getting into country and not be with these kids who think there hard.
Um, past week went well. School. Dance. Riding around with the windows down, riding by the "skaters" and them waving hello. haha, the normal.
Last night we had our first dance at this school. Wow i was really surprised becuase it was alot of fun. Saw kristen and this one kid.. trying to dance with me the whole night was hilarious. I love it when guys know how to dance. kidding. Got the Djs digits ("age aint nothin but a number") haha. They were from lakewood which was funny. And after our dance they were going over to another party on county line (my old street) thought that was funny. But yeah so then me and the girls went out to friendlys afterwards and just talked it up. All and all it was a fun night.
Going to get my cell this weekend or sometime this month. And going to broadway dance center to take some classes with 'prince' <3
Um yeah found out the dates for my schools performance.
Strand.
May 27th
Thursday night @ 7:30
FREE!
Yeah so come and support me. <33 haha
xox
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[Thursday
April 8th, 2004 at 11:46am] |
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yeah i was definitly bored when doing this...
According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
yeahh... umm i dont think so.
i def dont think im a punk rock princess.. haha
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[Sunday
April 4th, 2004 at 5:04pm] |
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so confused.
I dont kno what to do anymore with dance.
I love them, but yet things that turn out of that studio arnet what I want to look like.
Things arent going to well.
We got 3 high silvers
2 golds.
Alex's solo : gold
Kats solo : elite gold
Sarahs solo : gold
Debras lyrical : elite gold
Debras jazz : elite silver
Yeah... groups = not to good with the scores. I dont know anymore..if this so called "troupe" wants to be a team i dont understand why we dont act like it. We all bitch and complain and nothing gets done. no ones dedicated besides a few, no one cares anymore, and it just kills me to see us get killed at competition because i get embarrassed to compete with performers with so much more teamwork which equals amazing performances. All this money I pay I want to look good nd ms tiffany isnt happy at all. So there will be a talk next monday when we go back to dance.
I as well am going to talk to her.
--Jenkinsons also called. looks like I will be working at the Aquarium gift shop. Stop on by to say hii.
xo
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